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Friday, November 8, 2013

GreyBaby

Star light, star bright, wish I may, wish I might...PLEASE DON'T LET GREY GROW UP OVERNIGHT! Greyson is growing like a weed these days. It's totally not cool. I'm so proud of him and his milestones and his journey of learning but can't he just stay small and chubby and fit in 6-9 month clothing forever? He's really into laying on my bed w/ my lap top and watching Power Rangers and he always shoo's me out of the room! How dare I steal snuggles and kisses while he's learning how to fight like a P.R! Sometimes I put on baby shows just to slow down his maturity process...but lets face it BOYS were meant to kung foo at a young age.
Greyson is my little person who I'll love and adore for eternity. I will love him through all the principal office visits and baseballs through glass windows. But I will especially love him through all the bedtime stories, when its his turn to crack the egg, when I have to run a mile through the mall just to catch him, when I have to buy the $5 cookies because he already took a bite out of one of them, when he picks the most expensive toy on the shelf, when he dumps out all his toys right after I cleaned them up, when he wants to wear his pajamas to the store, when he covers my mouth because Í am talking to much (can you believe it?), when he says "Mommy, remember Daddy?" because he misses him while he is at work, when he sings every song on the radio... I just LOVE the person he is. I'm so grateful to watch him turn into a little boy as much as I miss my baby! He has such a sweet spirit and I am learning so much from motherhood and I'm just glad Grey gave my heart a makeover and made it full of gratitude and pure joy!

Sunday, November 3, 2013

I can count on one hand how many times I've braved the walk to the pulpit on fast Sunday. I always get that warmth pounding inside my chest but I attain public speaking disabilities. The most severe case ever discovered. Okay I'm not that bad.  But I just can't rock those red flushed cheeks and I'm not a cute crier!

I distinctly remember asking my mom what a testimony was when I was little. Where could I buy one? Does it have to be written in permanent ink? Will it be graded and checked for grammatical errors? Little did I know that my testimony existed in that one place that gets warm and starts pounding when the spirit testifies of the truthfulness of The Gospel. My heart.

The greatest thing about The Gospel of Jesus Christ is that you never stop learning, hence the constant edification and strengthening of our testimonies with every spiritual encounter. I am so grateful for the diligence Heavenly Father has with each of his children to constantly edify us and prepare us to enter into His kingdom. I'm thankful for the atonement of Jesus Christ and its power to change souls and help us along our journey to find everlasting joy. I am thankful for each unique testimony attained by others so that they can share and inspire.  How great are those who share to bring forth the spirit of Christ. Our testimonies are what furthers the work of God here in the latter days. It is our responsibility to teach, and inspire and be ever so humble so the spirit can dwell with us and those around us. I'm thankful for the testimonies of my family members. It is such a calming and joyous feeling knowing that my brothers and sisters are striving together in faithfulness to attain membership in the Celestial Kingdom. I'm thankful for our journeys that strengthened us individuals and as a family. I will never cease to thank God for his hand in our lives and the change he brought upon all of us so that we could experience JOY here on earth! Heavenly Father is always willing to comfort us, calm us, reassure us, edify us, teach us, strengthen us, change us, prompt us, direct us, put his arms around us, love us, IF WE LET HIM! His arms are always stretched out waiting for us to call upon His name in faithfulness, humbleness and sincerity. Through those actions we gain our testimonies and become edified servants of God. Pray often so that we can come to know our Savior and Heavenly Father. The greatest accomplishments were done under the influence of the Holy Ghost so always strive to have the spirit with you! I love Heavenly Father, my Savior Jesus Christ, and the plan of salvation! I'm thankful for eternal families and Temples! I'm thankful for the diligence and faithfulness of Joseph Smith! Because of him we have the fullness of The Gospel! The Gospel of Jesus Christ is the foundation of my life. With His doctrine I find joy in this life and know that in the life to come I can have eternal happiness! I'm thankful for missionary work! Missionaries are doing such an important work by bringing others to know of Christ and His plan for them! I'm thankful for His spirit. It has gotten me through tough times. I'm thankful for his arms around me when I need Him most. I love my Heavenly Father so much! I  am grateful for the opportunity to learn and grow in the Gospel and I will strive to know my Heavenly Father and Savior more and more each day!

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Elder Conner Timothy Felix

Conner opened his mission call late November to learn he would be sent to spread the gospel in Lansing Michigan! Missionary work is the hardest yet most rewarding service any man can do! Whether you're called to serve with a companion or called to serve in your classroom or neighborhood it is always important to be an example of Christ! I'm so proud of Conner that he decided to devote not only 2 years of his life serving The Lord away from home but choosing the route that will keep his testimony burning through the journey that will lead him to the celestial kingdom! He is such an example to me and all of my siblings and especially my son Greyson! I'm so blessed to have him as an example to Grey! Missionaries are called of God as worthy elders who can take upon his name and act as an advocate for The Lord! My heart is filled with joy knowing all the blessings and strengths Conner will receive devoting the next 2 years working for The Lord! As we said goodbye to him today I just felt his confidence as he shook my fathers hand and hugged my mom tightly! He knew he was in the right place and doing the right thing! Conner has such a pure heart and the people of Michigan will truly benefit from the teachings of Elder Felix and his companion! Heavenly Father sent him to that specific mission to learn and grow and have the time of his life! So many lives will be touched by the words of Christ and how pleased is Heavenly Father that his work is being done by earnest young adults! This teaches me to be a missionary in my neighborhood and to my friends! The best way to spread the gospel is to be a good example! "Declaring our testimony of the gospel is good, but being a living exampleof the restored gospel is better." -President Uchtdorf

Sunday, January 27, 2013

True Life: I'm a mom and I love it!

Home is where your mom is! I love this saying! Til this day anytime my brothers and I are at my parents house & my mother is not there we freak out! "Where's mom?? When is she going to be back??" My mom always kept our home full of silliness/adventure/laughter and it just wouldn't feel like home without her!

Now that I have my own home I feel the passionate duty to create the same environment! I have such a love for home and family and appreciate the patience I gain when it comes to teaching Greyson tenderly the things he needs to know about this life!

Don't get it twisted, grey still loves to poop in the bath tub and commence to dumping out all of his toys right after I've put them away. But for some reason those little moments remind me that I'm so lucky to have this life! God has given me a precious gift and entrusted me to teach Greyson everything he needs to know to have joy on this earth! Amidst the tantrums and sleepless nights I know that this is only a moment before he receives his priesthood, goes on a mission and marries in the temple!

Okay let's go back to where Grey is still my little one year old hunk! He is such a cuddle worm! He loves to watch movies and will routinely ask for chocolate milk, a pillow and a blanky and his mommy and we could sit there and watch Brave time and time again! And occasionally he will grab my hands and ask me to dance! It's quite flattering! It amazes me how smart he is! He has the greatest memory! I'm thinking to hire him as my secretary to help me remember all my to do lists! He has 12 teeth now and loves to eat blueberries, chips, fruit snacks, veggies, eggs; pretty much everything!! He's still my skinny little peanut though! He loves nerf guns! He makes the noise "pew pew pew" and it cracks me up! He made his first poop on the potty! He was so proud of himself! He is so aware of everyone else around him! Every time we go to the play place at the mall or the park he is always asking the kids on the sidelines to play and trying to include them! It is seriously so cute! And anytime somebody starts crying he always has to make sure they're okay! "K? K?" And he always says that immediately after he hurts himself too! He's one tough little boy! He is obsessed with spider man! He could see a poster of him a mile away and he will shout "Pida man!"
I could go on and on with little things my little boy does! I'm writing a few so I can remember how much he made me laugh and how much I adore him for it!